Today, I fell like opening my heart and express my feeling with u guys about my home place.I live in a town called KOKRAJHAR which most of my friends used to asked where its located.This place is unknown by many people staying outside the nort-east and if someone knows it, knows it for all for the ill place that it was some years back.............recalling those days makes me shiver till now........i can still fell those heart beat .........
Those days were the hardest days of my life.............i know i was very young at that time,still everything is crystal clear till today and will remain forever. I can recall that around 4 to 5 people were shot dead some distance from my house.Every few days gap, i could hear the gun shots .It seems as if they were going with a fixed rate of person to be killed in their mind.At that time I used to ask myself why were they killing their own brothers?why?
Everyday, I use to pray to the GOD to save my family from such terror.Every time my father gets late in entering home, me and my mother's heart beat used to get doubled.Those days my studies were worst affected as we were bound to have food early and sleep by 8 pm in the evening.Those nights, we couldn't sleep at bed, we used to sleep in the ground with sand bags covering us inorder to block the bullets if fired.
Though, today it has stoped , i use to ask why? Why did they kill those innocent people what were their faults? Were they kill just to make the concern people hear their demands?If so, then is it the right way?
Even though these terror had ended in my place(kokrajhar),such terror still exist in assam ,yea i know what are u thinking???
